PreMove to HQ thoughts and stuff... Oh wow, time flies. So here I am. I finally finished school, B.S. in Business Administration, blah blah. anyways, I have been taking the summer sorta off cause I am about to go on staff.
Personal rant starts now- I thought about applying to be in the way corps this year, but it just didn't seem like the timing was right or fitting somehow. I did the work study program at hq and ended up chatting up all the way corps in residence about how they decided it was the right time and such. I have come to conclusion. It is not that I could only get through as a married person. (It sounds crazy but some people actually said it of themselves.) That's wrong because my strength to endure things doesn't come from a significant other but the word of God in my heart. Anyways I know thinking along those lines wsould make me want to buck it and go in single just to prove I could. (Yes, I know, I am probably the only person who uses reverse psychology on themselves, but whatever.) Then I spoke to one in residence way corps student, and she said, how sometimes its how you can better impact someone's life as a married person, or that maybe your spouse will be more able to grow as a married person. That gave me some peace about the issue. I see that the most important thing I can do with my life is to serve, and what better way to do that than to go Way Corps? Which makes me want to sign up today, but then I realized something. I could go through the Way Corps single, but I, myself, will be less distracted if I go through married. That's the best way to describe singledom- a distraction.
So now the question is who do I marry? I know what I am looking for, but I don't believe I have seen the qualities I need in anyone I know yet. Even so, God will provide the right person for me at the right time. (Which means my first challenge will be to maintain peace and patience and not rush and mess things up, lol.) (Then my challenge will be to believe God to not be an awkward wierdo cause let's face it, I am not a natural at the whole relationship thing, hah hah...)
...In other categories of life, I have started to become the artist I have always known I was. I have spent a lot of time recently drawing and painting, and now I feel it releasing some pent up music energy. I will probably write several songs in the next few days. Its wierd how my creativity works. Its like a phase I go into occasionally that can't be forced only coaxed. It's not a phase of tempormentalness (lol, that's all the time, j/k) it's a phase where my mind analyzes things differently and puts them into a creative perspective without me really trying. It's fun, I like it.
My mom saw one of my drawings and nearly had a cow. It was pretty funny... Oh my gosh!!!Blah blah!! I never knew you were so talented. Blah Blah! ...The drawing was of an overstuffed chair in our living room that I had doodled on for bout 20 mins. Not some monet. Whether I'm any good is irrelevant. It's just that I enjoy it and it stretches my mind and challenges me. It's also rather peaceful. Best case scenario: I am decent, and maybe one day I can do some art that blesses people into believing more fo the Word. Worst: I doodle and draw and no one cares or notices.
From my music stuff I have learn that just because you surprise someone with talent doesnt mean its actually great. It just means they had wrongly assumed you had less talent than is true.
...Reading which once was a joy and pleasure has become a bit of a disgruntled pet thief. Not that it steals my pets, lol. It is my pet habit, but it has become this rather unpleasant thing that distracts me and pulls me away from my life. not that i am without action. It just lets me be passive and slip by chunks of time. I love reading, but when it is so detracting I have to stop for a while. I am going on a book fast, sort of now. Well, a book diet, you might say. I am reading less interesting, less intriguing serious books, that I don't feel the need to blaze through. It chops up my reading time and keeps me from reading mind trash. (mind trash: n. books that are worthless in building the character, will, or thought depth in the reader. can be of suspense, thriller, romantic, or just novel genre. not inherently good, just filling the mind with the garbage b.s. theories and junk worldisms)
Now I must get some sleep, so I can be productive and pack lots of stuff away tomorrow. tomorrow. I love ya, tomorrow....
SO this is the plan. Whoop ass this semester. Go to the Special (Whoopeee!!!!) Take Business courses the first semester of the summer. Immediately upon completing said courses, fly to Italy. Study the Italian Language in Italy for 2months. Fly Home. Immediately start fall semester. Whoop some more schoolass. Enjoy lengthy and fabulous winter break as it will be the first break of longer than one week since the end of the current semester. Whoopass during next years spring semester. Be one credit short of my two degrees. Beg professors continually to let me take the one, one credit course over the summer as an independent study. Graduate with a Bachelor's of Science in Business Administration and a Bachelor's of the Arts in Music Performance. Whoop ass all over the world. GO INTO THE WAY CORPS!!!!! Okay so while all the rest seems pretty awesome. That last bit gets me all happy and excited on the inside, comparable to the feeling of someone saying to you "I am about to give you a Rocky Road Ice Cream Cone with all the toppings and then I'm gonna deposit 5 billion dollars into your bank account." Except better. by googleplex cubed.
So today as I am reading an essay for a critical analysis assignment, I decide to do some background research (i.e. Wikipedia :) lol) and I was so amused I thought to share with the world some real excerpts from translations of the writings of Hildegard, a midieval female composer and nun. "When a woman is making love with a man, a sense of heat in her brain, which brings with it sensual delight, communicates the taste of that delight during the act and summons forth the emission of the man's seed. And when the seed has fallen into its place, that vehement heat descending from her brain draws the seed to itself and holds it, and soon the woman's sexual organs contract, and all the parts that are ready to open up during the time of menstruation now close, in the same way as a strong man can old something enclosed in his fist." "God united man and woman, thus joining the strong to the weak, that each might sustain the other. But these perverted adulterers change their virile strength into perverse weakness, rejecting the proper male and female roles, and in their wickedness they shamefully follow Satan, who in his pride sought to split and divide Him Who is indivisible. They create in themselves by their wicked deeds a strange and perverse adultery, and so appear polluted and shameful in My sight..." "...a woman who takes up devilish ways and plays a male role in coupling with another woman is most vile in My sight, and so is she who subjects herself to such a one in this evil deed..." "...And men who touch their own genital organ and emit their semen seriously imperil their souls, for they excite themselves to distraction; they appear to Me as impure animals devouring their own whelps, for they wickedly produce their semen only for abusive pollution..." "...When a person feels himself disturbed by bodily stimulation let him run to the refuge of continence, and seize the shield of chastity, and thus defend himself from uncleanness."
Hildegard claimed to receive visions from God which she was 'instructed' to interpret to others, and as you can see she considers homosexuality, lesbianism, and masturbation pretty much evil. how interesting...
joy...... i am where i want to be and i am going in the right direction towards the future and all is bright and sunshiny right now. healing. peace. joy. good things all around
the school stuff is on track in the right direction. my friend stuff is good too. the love life, well, im too busy for one anyways so who cares? the puppy, she is finally getting the hang of this housebreaking thing! the family- in all honesty i could not have a better family, and i love them so much. its humbling because i dont always feel like i deserve such wonderful people who love me and lift me up and are there for me so much. the house is clean, minus the dishes and well, life rocks right now.
Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: my fireplace is makin funky sounds
The advanced class special was A friggin' MAZING! THe teachings were out of this world and afterwards I had such a strong feeling of God's love and the love in the household. Being at collegeg i never really get to spend time with the fabulous people in my church but this weekend was so full of hanging out with all these phenomenal people that it was just awesome. Then on the drive back I rode with David G. and we had a really great time talking for ummmm five billion hours. I eventually passed out and felt only slightly guilty that i didn't say bye to him as i was barely conscious from sleep deprivation. but whatever.
Essie's b-day is coming up YAY!!!!! Ess- I love you, You are my sunshine, and you really do make me happy when skies are grey. hah hah hah ANyways so I met this reallly cute 'financial specialist' at the bank and he was definitely nice, funny, and interested. Then this friend of a friend was diggin me too and really I just feel so desired. :-) Finals are coming up... grosss!!!! Overall this semester has been pretty bad. I really learned some valuable lessons: I don't have to take on the world singlehandedly to prove my worth. I have loads of worth anyways. If/when I mess up in the big leagues, it's still probably not worth feeling as bad as I tend to feel. I don't have to prove anything to anyone but myself. Working 30 hours a week, taking 18 credits, interning, and trying to play major roles in on campus organizations all together, it's just too much work, and I don't have to take on that much.
This stuff might seem elementary to all you people who have it all figured out, but these lessons came at a serious price to me. The Word of God is the most important thing in my life, then family, and then everything else. so yeah....
Current Mood: content Current Music: alan jackson, where i come from
I wont say I hate you because I dont think I have capability to hate. However this is to express all the feelings to you that i can never say out loud and i can never say to you.
I despise you. In my opinion there is no term for the saprotrophic slime that is you. (note to all my friends, do not try to figure this out, and no i wont tell you. thanks for caring, but i just needed to put this out there even if this person will never know my thoughts of them.) i love God and i am so thankful for all the forgiveness and love he shows me. at this point in my life i wonder how i will ever grow enough to be able to not utterly loath you. the idea of forgiving is so beyond my grasp at this point, and forgetting your wrong will never even be an option, even if i somehow find a pot of gold at the end of this black rainbow. i will take this bile-filled feeling that breaks my heart and shreds my feelings and turn it into power in music. i will make art of the horridness of evil you showed me. i will write about you, you decayed, infected, and heartless slug. if and when i have children one day i will tell them about you. (fear not, i will spare your name because i feel that my feelings toward you and the way i know in my heart, your disgusting nature will come back to haunt you without any of my loved ones knowing what a piece you are. because if they fathomed to the fullest extent what you were made of, they too would surely want to make your life very uncomfortable.) i want to warn my offspring about the existence of people with your level of putrescent character. there is a shortage of people in the world that i believe to have lower morals than you. while i do not directly wish you any harm because i am better than that, i absolutely believe that this world would have been a better place without you. i am terribly glad you will never ever read this because i really would not want to hurt you even if i despise you this much because i am better than you. no matter what kind of hell you put me through, i will rise above and conquer. even if that takes me my lifetime, i will not sacrifice the happiness of my life because you are the filth of the earth, not deserving of the air you breathe, the space you take, or the dirt helplessly stuck to your shoes. i will not give up. i start each day new, and i am thankful i know my God loves me. he will love me through this. You, however, i almost pity, because you do not have the strength i have in GOd. While i know in my heart God loves you and that Christ died for you too, the day when i can show you love or lack of sheer despising is incomprehensible to me now. I may forgive you one day; as a matter of fact, i know i am a big enough person to grow to that point. for right now thats not possible. Do not commit suicide please. do not hurt yourself. simply stop being such a complete swine of a person and grow up into a near human life form that can treat others with decency that you couldnt show me. I may tell a person or two in my lifetime of the evil you showed me for my own sake to give me relief and piece of mind, but i wont tell the world how rotten and corrupted you are inside to save myself the grief of thinking on it any more than absolutely necessary. You exist in theory to me as an example of what i aspire to grow to be able to forgive one day very far from now. I refuse to believe anything other than my promises from God of a life filled with blessings; I will and I must get beyond this. I refuse you the power of ruining my life. **** you.
life, isn't it great? So yeah, school's up and running again. Classes are going well but at elast three of my teachers warned me that the last month of the semester will be loaded with multiple largely weighted assignments due in close proximity. At least I am prewarned that they are all gonna slam me at the same time. Oh well.
YAYYYYY to Marta being back! I love having my apartment all noisy and busy and girlytalkin' and fun again! YAYYYY to Wolfgang being back too!!! He is the love of my life and all the man I'll ever need:-D He's a little hairy, but also the perfect ombination of sweet/affectionate/cuddly/cheerful/protecting(well he tries, even if his bark is a little too highpitched to scare anyone off)/playful, and he makes me smile and act like a fool whenever I see him. Too bad hes a puppy.
Regarding the recent social life issues- that was the fastest I have ever gotten over someone. Ooh wait that sounds terrible, let me put it this way: I still care about him deeply as a person, but my vision is no longer clouded by him, and I don't respect him enough anymore to ever have those kind of feelings for him again. He came over yesterday, all cheery and stuff and we talked/hung out for a little while outside and I felt like I was in the seat of control the whole time. I was a bit of a female and messed with his head but nothing too serious (more playful than flirty.) Ahhhhh.... I feel relief for some reason, another lesson learned? a little curiosity satisfied? a fond however brief memory? i don't know. I feel positive toward the whole thing, maybe because I feel positive toward my whole life, but somehow I always come out on top --so maybe all this positivity isn't displaced.
Life is good, I like the kind of person I am becoming. Hmm...
Current Location:kneeling on the floor Current Mood: chipper Current Music: somethin angry by miss lavigne
*sighhh**** so yeah i loved him and left him. ughhhh. this sucks. we just didnt match i guess. its so frustrating and annoying cause well we had PLENTY of chemistry, but just not enough in common and i know this is a really dreadful runon sentence, but i am really not in the mood to fix it.... i like him as a person and all we just differed too much on all those big things that shouldnt be so important but somehow are. (insert mopey face here) i hate breaking up with people. its so dreadful and ifeel terrible afterward. i even feel bad for selfitying when all this shouldnt be about me and while the other person is probably feeling all sad and rejected, which only makes me feel worse. this girl at work was like "wow rosie you seem to have a lot of exbfs do you just break with people cause youre tired of them or what?" i felt like choking her- in a nice way of course- but really, i just broke up yesterday and im still bummed about it. i didnt just get tired of him, im still crazy about him, but i know it was the right thing to do because we simply arent supposed to be together. i hate this mopey feeling too. i just saw him. c and carr just came over to pick something up and ended up staying the night. they said that they walked past him on the way in and he looked really pensive and miserable. i went out there to talk to him. and now i feel even worse..... its like i have this crazy strong urge to comfort him and tell him hes wonderful and that i still love him but i know that would just be really painful for him and it would be misleading and stringing him along which makes me feel miserable and frustrated. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I wish i didnt still feel so strongly affectionate to him too, i still have that strong urge to kiss him etc whenever i see him, which just makes things worse.... this has been a great summer love, and where am i supposed to go from here, i wonder.
Yeah so this has been the longest rant ever... i'm sorry for all you people who read this terribly depressing thing, thanks for caring etc.
life things are good right now... Training for a triathlon!!! Its coming up in a couple of weeks! yeah baby! I went to the gym yesterday and biked for 45 mins like the triathlon training schedule says and I set the bike at a super high resistance turning out a little over 16 miles. Most of these my workouts have been for about an hour so I still felt like I needed a little more of a workout so aftermy biking I hopped on a treadmill and started taking a quick pace. I was only gonna do 15 mins but I looked down and realized that I was going to CRUSH my best two mile time if I kept going so I ran the rest of the two miles. When I told my sister my victory time she was like "wow you're lightning fast, I'm not gonna be able to keep up with you [during the triathlon]" (Last summer she was sooooo much faster than me on the track but not anymore :-D ) Anyways I gotta hit the track yet tonight too, but I'm getting really tired so I don't know if I will. Peace and hair grease~
Current Location:my chair of peachiness Current Mood: triumphant! Current Music: country random songs
big ole smile... Ok so spending the summer in fredericksburg was seeming to be a drag, working at friday's, taking classes, and being bored out of my mind for tings to do, and then.... my mom and dad are worried i will get in over my head but i think they're being crazy. I was holding my own and not really invested, until today. hes such a great guy but remember my "two year decision" well i was holding up and thinking everything was just fun and play. There we were hanging out having a great time, chilling and flirting etc... and i stop everything, pull back, and drop the bomb- (ask me if your curious but thats a little too personal for livejournal) he looks at me real quiet and smiles and proceeds to tell me how much he couldnt be happier with all that. im thinking 'he doesn't realize how serious i am about this, or maybe hes playing me' and he is continues saying things to get me to realize hes cool with everything and has me in his arms, perfectly still, just yeah. I turned into putty (Dear Lord, If hes playing me, may you help me enjoy it while i can and get out with my life but if he's not, oh Lord!) It was a fabulous moment and i practically have the shivers now, from it still. Dern me and my taste for sweet and simple romance. I am wearing his hat and can't stop smiling like a fool, shame on me i know. anyways i have a test in the morning and this was somehow a sweet simple and amazing birthday. Here's the rundown:
Got up, went to class, took my test, went and shopped with mom, dinner with the family with a great and funny waiter, suddenly ill, dealing, driving home, going on a run, suddenly ill, continue my run, finishing early bc of being ill again and walking in to not be able to get right in the shower, but no there is company, cake, and singing to be had, while i fight off the urges to dash out, shower, so much better, hanging out with frank, :) , finding what seems like a bazillion birthday wishes on my facebook, writing here, less goofy but still happy. yeah it rocked....
hokay, so, here is de earth, dame dat is pretty sweet earth! This is called an update. So here is the short of errithin ("everything" for those of you who don't know ghetto-type LOL) What am I doing these days? Summer school, slightly more fun than regular school but also stinks because its the summer and no one wants to be in school right now. I'm taking Bio both semesters, and not because of a bad grade at some point in it in college. I am fulfilling my science credit for the first time which is why I will be here in the fabulous burg for the whole summer. I am also taking Operafest (the coolest thing since liquid nitrogen was discovered heh heh heh i love nerdy jokes...) Operafest-me and some other cool cats sing and stage some sweet scenes from operas and a few musicals that have especially awesome music (i.e. West Side Story's "I Feel Pretty" oh wait n/m thats just a shameless plug for my favorite solo :) ) I am also waitressing, so come visit me; be shocked with the amazing service; praise me to the manager; leave good tips! heh heh heh I do not live with my parents anymore. I do not live in a dorm. I live in my own apartment where I do cool and exciting things like pay real bills to companies, wash dishes, and do tidbits of gardening when I feel so inclined. I am going to fellowship at the McFadden's as usual, and i love them to pieces. They are the cutest couple EVER!!! Hope you like the lil update... I said this would be short and it is so BYE!
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finals week!!!! ahh the finals are coming!!!! the finals are coming!!!!!
so much and so little all at once
dear lovely friends of mine I love this: when a person does a strength training exercise, there muscles get microtears during the workout and during the workout is the mental and physical stress of the event but then as they are sleeping their body repairs the microtears leaving them stronger for the next workout. in life when things seem terribly stressed and worked to the point of exhaustion, we go through the pain, and then once things calm down is the healing process and then as we are not thinking of the issue at hand anymore we realize growth and change has happened without notice or announcement of its presence. Isn't that fabulous?
thats kinda how im feeling right now. i dont feel stressed about my exams tomorrow however hard and unpleasant they may be. i will be ready for them!
there was a rectangle ladies and gentleman. the points in this rectangle equally loved eachother but some were closer to others than others. it was a great rectangle. one day two of the points of the rectangle got mad and made fuss at eachother. their mess stressed the whole rectangle a lot. then one of the points kinda left the triangle or did they get put out? i dunno but i hope it wasnt the latter for i would hate for a point to feel they had been put out. anyways, after the mess of the rectangle and the loss of a point it remerged into a bruised and battered triangle.
then between one of the points of this newformed triangle who was nearly in a different galaxy culturally than the other two points got into some mess with another of the points in the triangle. the both points were offended and hurt. one point was a little too prideful whereas the other was too selfrighteous which was which i am not sure. anyways one of the points goes to the third point and tells the story of the mess between her and the other point, the truthfulness of the way it was told is to be questioned a little. anyways the other of the points involved in the mess runs into the point which was not involved with the mess, unconcerned with the mess completely. the point feels the tension in the connection of the points and realizes that the other point may have given a skewed story to the uninvolved point. oh well the point trusting in the wisdom and insight of the uninvolved point to realize that it may be a little skewed, does not really try to defend its actions. the connection may in fact have been bruised during the process following the destruction of the rectangle. but now in the end, there is only a line and two estranged points.
good for you if you actually read all that, i am really surprised if you actually understood it all,
life is good well so much is going on right now and things are so peaceful all at once. Hmmm my life is so blessed. i am starting to improve the terms of things with the ex. We actually had a civil converstion where i felt like i was kinda talking to the him that i liked (in a friend-ONLY way). I am a lil too sweet to have ever been satisfied with the way things ended so badly and messily. i cannot wait to move my new place even though i am gonna miss nisha like whoa. This summer is gonna be so cool working, schooling, paying rent, studying, and doing all those things i have looked forward to as a grown up :-) (yes i am happy to be paying rent. lol) i feel like my life is going so well. "All my women who independent throw yo hands up at me" hah hah hah Its so refreshing to have girlfriends that are amazing and without having to think about anything other getting my stuff right. School is becoming a pleasure (wow i know that sounds so dorky but oh well)
There is so much beauty in the World made of love by God that I escape daily troubles and can only be thankful for everything, forgetting all my troubles and stress even on days like today with much less than even fair weather.
Love, Rosie
ps you can go throw up now after reading my super cheery sugarsweet happy dorky journal....
Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: :) at last by the amazing ella.
ketching up Hey yall! Well this is me bringing any followers up to speed: I had a fabulous weekend of the most unusual sorts. Lots of issues to cover in the update and so little time to type it all in. If you don't know already I am resigning from my position in Hall Council and ARH. I have too much stress with my 18 credits, church stuff, and community service to be in that too. I lost my cell on thursday :'-( (a crying sad face) I am still hoping it will turn up sometime but in the meantime it is making my life difficult to not have it. Thursday redeemed itself by being amazingly fun at Senior Countdown. I am officially the Qeen of Hot BlackJack Dealers..... hah hah hah
On friday me and the fishie drove to billsburg (thats williamsburg for all you good people who dont like the ever so dorky nickname)and we had dinner with her sisters which was fun. Saturday morning I had a church service up in DC which was more fun than I expected :-D Driving back here was really scary in the crazy bad rain but oh well. Then I went to jen's where we had fun hanging out with her family and then babysitting these cute lil runts. I came back sunday morning just in time to have lunch with my bestest favoritest girlfriend in the world (dont get too jealous, she has blood rights to that title too) -my sister! I love her to pieces and spending time with her was a blast. Then I hung out with my lil sister Kayce for a good lil while and actually got some studying done. I had a fun weekend with plenty of relaxation and enough productivity to let me have a good week ahead. :-)
tomorrow will be crazy but i am ready to take on the world! love to those who inspire me to grow..... ~r
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pretty day Today is such a pretty day even though it is a bit cold outside. I am slipping back into the wonderfulness of thought that I believe is my life. I have enjoyed recently remembering to renew my thinking. "Renewing your mind/thinking" a concept based on the bible of deciding to change your thought patterns to line up with what you know of the Bible. It still amazes me sometimes how well the Bible works even when you don't expect it. Another thing that makes so happy are all the amazing people in my life. God has been so good to me recently that when I have been down there have been so many great people around to help me "to not forget all His benefits." Last night my professor canceled my three our class and I was soooo happy. I felt like even though I know my solo on Monday was not perfect it was still pretty good. The best thing about my solo was that now my jitters will be somewhat eased for my recital next week. My quizzes for MIS even got canceled and it was amazing. So overall my day yesterday was pretty amazing and there was only one glitch. I made it to the bank today which was awesome then nisha and i shopped downtown for a little while which was good--- GOdiva makes these little truffles called candy cane truffles i think and they are SO UNBELIEVABLY INSANELY AMAZING. I was still enjoying mine when we were walking back and fishy was like "don't go and have an orgasm in the street" and i'm sure she won't give me any ideas again. i was oohing and ahhing over the chocolate while she was like "don't make me cross the street!" other moments of funniness include the quote "to my knowledge you [rosie] aren't lactating." good times, good times......
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